[10 May 2006|01:29am] there's no fucking contest. 7 !|&

[26 Dec 2005|10:02pm] [ mood | merry xmas ] Date created: 2003-12-25 23:44:23 1 !|&

permanent. [16 Dec 2005|12:35am] I'm not going to use this anymore. I'm deleting it. This is for good. I will use this instead, so add it. 2 !|&

TODAY I BAKED MY FIRST CAKE! [10 Dec 2005|06:22pm] [ music | welcome to the jungle-guns n roses ] ( SCORE!! ) 26 !|&

so much for tonight's party. :( [09 Dec 2005|11:09am] [ music | bear vs shark ] I'm so bummed( . ) I'm not allowed to hang out anywhere for an extended amount of time, let alone spend the night at anyone's house. I hate how over-protective my dad is. I can't do anything and I'm seventeen!! I'm moving out when I'm eighteen, no matter what. 2 !|&

[08 Dec 2005|12:54pm] [ music | "Picture Postcard" by The Promise Ring ] I put my layout back to the way it was, I just like it better this way. I want to: -take ten thousand english classes taught by teachers who adore literature and their job (dr. petix, where are you now?) -be an editor for a newspaper or magazine i adore, after years of college. -go to college in san fran. -get all of my stuff from daytona soon. -visit every national park in the u.s. -go on the ultimate roadtrip after i graduate. -i think i'd die if i ever got to do anything for national geographic. -join a group that really helps the environment.(i'd die if i ever did anything with/for steven handel!!!!) --be more realistic. hahahhahaha +or maybe i just want to drive around and see the christmas lights on every house with someone who understands me. January:kyle<3 February:Today was completely amazing. March:Today Kyle turned eighteen. April:kyle and i broke up last night. May:sometimes after i have a good read, i feel like one of the characters in the book, usually the particular one i identify myself with the most. June:the quizno's computer!!!!!niggers July:I QUIT QUIZNO'S LAST NIGHT!!!!! August:eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. September:every night i wake up at 2a.m. and can't get back to sleep until 6 or 7, so i sneak outside and take pictures October:i can't swim in the silence of you skin, skin, please let me in. November:We're leaving for Monterey today. December:I put my layout back to the way it was, I just like it better this way. june and july rule! ( also, ) 4 !|&

your reply can be anonymous, if you want. [28 Nov 2005|08:00pm] [ music | broadcast-america's boy ] what do you honestly think of me? 5 !|&

happy thanksgiving. [24 Nov 2005|08:04pm] [ music | teen idles ] ( one beat ) fun friday tomorrow? 13 !|&

your words are just an insult to me again [19 Nov 2005|09:54pm] [ music | no second chances, plan of attack ] ( you crossed the line, now face the facts ) 11 !|&

fuck [17 Nov 2005|10:47am] my stepmom read my diary when i was in san francisco. 11 !|&

since you've been gone [15 Nov 2005|07:06pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | haha ] ( i can breathe for the first time ) 33 !|&

my battery was dying, so the pictures aren't that great. : / [14 Nov 2005|12:52pm] [ mood | high ] ( hello hello ) 30 !|&

[13 Nov 2005|11:39pm] SAN FRANCISCO IS SO AMAZING! ( just one for now. more later. ) 17 !|&

they only want you when you're seventeen. [10 Nov 2005|10:21am] [ music | ladytron-seventeen ] We're leaving for Monterey today. Hopefully it won't be too cold up there. I can't wait to visit San Fran! I've always wanted to vacation there, and now I finally am. I'm so excited! and you should be, too. ( I took some pictures on the way to L.A. ) EDIT: holy fuck, someone do this with me! 16 !|&

life's no storybook [14 Oct 2005|01:36pm] [ music | bright eyes ] 18 !|&

you hit the road and left me an ocean. [04 Oct 2005|08:59pm] [ mood | healthy ] [ music | mcs ] i can't swim in the silence of you skin, skin, please let me in. 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. 34 !|&

blah blah blah [28 Sep 2005|08:24pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | gcf:) ] If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. Just as long as it happened. Then post this on your livejournal to see what other people remember about you 60 !|&

and when i really see you, i really see you upside down. [26 Sep 2005|08:55pm] [ mood | distant,sad,empty. ] [ music | lack of color [death cab for cutie] i love this song. ] compare & contrast even if i were in ( daytona ), i would still be crying, i would still feel completely alone and empty at times. i thought coming here, to get away from everything, i would change and find out who i really am, but i haven't. i'm the same, it's just a different setting. i'm still distant. sometimes i stop to realize just how unhappy i am, and really have always been in some way. i used to think that i only needed to rely on myself to change my emotions and to ultimately be happy, but i don't want to think like that anymore. i want someone to make me feel alive. i don't know what i'm asking here. i'll probably delete this in the morning. 18 !|&

fuckthefuckoff. [16 Sep 2005|09:51pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | outbreak-you're a waste ] my stepmom and dad are fighting about me not getting along with my brother. she dislikes me, whatever. how come i'm not in daytona? i hate it here, ( still. ) 5 !|&

mutants at war: pot is icky jess [12 Sep 2005|09:27pm] [ mood | empty. ] [ music | title and registration [&ilovethissong] ] i feel really nauseous, i have a headache/slight fever, my stomach is going to explode, all of my muscles are sore, and i'm very emotional, right now. i need comfort. 11 !|&

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